This same vicious cycle really is scaring me... the same situations..the same vibes i feel... my thoughts.... impending signs are appearing... what can i do? i'm writing all these straight from what i'm thinking on my head.. excuse me if it don't make sense..no one is supposed to know..i just don't know where else to put it.. sighs.. maybe i should just leave it how it is...or should i do something about it?